Kamis, 03 Februari 2011

Tersengkap Cinta dalam Dunia Maya

          Ini berawal saat Quu mulai mengenal dunia fantasia atau marak kerennya nih 'dunia maya'. Quu berasyiik ria nikmati suguhan yang aktualnya mengarahkanQuu pada suatu kebodohan.
Quu terjerat pilu akan akibat ini semua. Quu terbungkus nafsu mupeng akan kesenangan dunia maya.

           Dulu sih masih maraknya friendster yang merupakan salaha satu suguhan remaja untuk sarana ngobrol walau sebatas lewat post comment. So Qita tak bisa langsung chat, melainkan cuma balas-kirim lewat comment.
           Tepat mulai SMA nih,,aku mulai hoLic kaya gini,,,dlu SMP kaga tau kaga ginian. Waktu ntu, hari-hariQuu tak tinggal menyisakan waktu untuk mengintip sisa atau comment baru yang terposting di Friendster BoxQuu.
           Lama akhirnya Quu terjebak telenovella dalam dunia maya. Quu mulai mengenal ikhwan yang sampai akhirnya Quu tergoda.Lama waktu berjalan, Quu dulu tertarik sama s'orang, truss Kita bertemu dehh, lanjut jadian dehh, tapi cuma 2 minggu sajja. Cz kaga enak nyatanya.
           Quu baru menyadari betapa bodohnya Quu, asal kesenangan mupengQuu saja aku turutin.
Quu tak mau terulang lagi, Quu harus bisa mengoreksi diri, ngati-ngati dah sekarang....
           Hemmbb inilah kawan, sepintas coreng crita masa laluQuu. Hho mungkin agak bingung memahaminya,, hhe,,,aku jugha..bingung mow mengutarakan jalan criitaQuu ni.

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CerobohanQuu

          Kring………. Kring………. Kring........huahhmmm, hembb sekolah lagi sekolah lagi, malas tuk gegas. Molor mulu bawaannya, rasanya kaga pengen terpotong cerita dalam buai mimpiQuu. Mau ga mau, dengan paksa Quu bangunkan diriQuu. Malas, ngantuk masih mengikuti langkahQuu. MataQuu sulit berkompromi, seperti ada kaleng besi menggantung di mataQuu, rasanya masih berat Quu buka mata.
          Quu terus bergegas jalan ke belakang ambil air minum, segelaspun aku minum, yahh…tuk kesehatan emang baik cara gini…setelah ntu Quu dengan malasnya masuk kamar mandi, rasa dingin kaku nyentuh air pagi itu.


           Seusai mandi, Quu cepat menuju ke kamar dan sholat fardhu subuh, sesudah ntu aku mulai packing buad rutinitas di sekolah nanti. Dari sudut kamar Quu bau aroma telur dadar. Hemmbb pasti ini ayah lagi utak-atik di dapur mempersiapkan sarapan untuk Quu. Quu jadi pinta n sipu sama ayah, masa Quu se’orang cwe kaga ribud di dapur, malah ayah yang buadtin makan, hembb,, tapi kan nih semua kemauan ayah ndri, Quu kaga pernah harabb.. jadi yeahh lumayan bisa buad pengganjal perut meski sebutir telur mata sapi sama minuman sereall..Alhamdulillah, ayahQuu begitu kasih pada anaknya, Quu bangga…
           Tepat jam 05.15 pagi Quu brangkadd dengan bondong tas hitam biru ransel yang menemaniQuu setiap langkah Quu dalam tholabul ilmi. Dengan tata niad dan gegas brangkad naeg bus berjubell, hembb siwallann dahh..kaga ada tempat lagi buad aQuu.
Hari itu (Senin) emang banyak kepiluan yang Quu rasa. Sampai di depan gerbong, napak seorang security berdiri tegap dengan sorotan matanya yang penuh incaran. Haduuhh kena karma apa aQuu ini, dengan kakunya Quu langkahkan kakiQuu menuju gerbong itu. Sorotan mata itu tak henti mengincarQuu
           Sampai di depan ntu, dia mulai menghadang dan member aba yang berarti sebuah peringatan. Haduuhh kena punishmen dah diriQuu, yahh uda k’adaan sungkung, capekk, males, eh tambah lagi kena hukuman, hadechhhh… jadi cupekk poll dah. Siwallan,,hhemmbb, astaghfirulloh…
            Saat ntu pikiranQuu bradu dalam ambigu antara sedu dan pilu. Yahh emang gara-gara kecerobohanQuu kaga disiplin,, jadi gini dahh. Ya beginilah celoteh cerita pintas dari pengalamanQuu, sungguh pilu,,,hembb.

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Senin, 31 Januari 2011

Terpuruk dalam Penyesalan

        Tepat waktu itu Minggu, 30-01-11. Hari itu Quu begitu merasa terkepung, berucap sekali kata ini n' itu selalu salah. Apa emang hari itu Qu lebih baeg diem, karena diem adalah emas. Ibu memarahiQuu dengan berangkai kata yang begitu menggerut relungQuu, tak kuasa Quu tahan tangis dalam lubuk kecil.

          Apa ini emang salahQuu, Quu angkuh kan semua kemauan ibu. Tapi Quu berfikir, apa benar-benar ini kesalahanQuu. Quu terus mengaruk unek-unek pikiranQuu. Perasaan Quu sudah benar.
         Apa ini kasih sayang kedua ortuQuu dengan cara seperti inikah?? Mereka menekanQuu dengan kata-kata kasar, apakah benar ini lontaran kasih sayang mereka ke aQuu, tidakkah hal itu bisa membuat psikology anak tertekan akan kekasaran itu,,
terpuruklah Quu dalam goncangan yang canggung ini.
Quu harus berfikir dewasa, Quu harus bisa menyikapi kedua pengorbanan orang tuaQuu dalam mendidikQuu demi kebaikan akan masa depanQuu, Quu harus mampu menopangnya.              

          Quu harus bisa, ya Alloh,,ma'afkanlah segala kenistaanQuu ini,, penyesalan lambat laun mengejarQuu,, Ila harus bisa.

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Minggu, 30 Januari 2011

Open Your Eyes

Look around yourselves
Can’t you see this wonder
Spreaded infront of you
The clouds floating by
The skies are clear and blue
Planets in the orbits
The moon and the sun
Such perfect harmony

Let’s start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Look inside yourselves
Such a perfect order
Hiding in yourselves
Running in your veins
What about anger love and pain
And all the things you’re feeling
Can you touch them with your hand?
So are they really there?

Lets start question in ourselves
Isn’t this proof enough for us?
Or are we so blind
To push it all aside..?
No..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

When a baby’s born
So helpless and weak
And you’re watching him growing..
So why deny
Whats in front of your eyes
The biggest miracle of life..

We just have to
Open our eyes, our hearts, and minds
If we just look quiet we’ll see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Open your eyes and hearts and minds
If you just look bright to see the signs
We can’t keep hiding from the truth
Let it take us by surprise
Take us in the best way
(Allah..)
Guide us every single day..
(Allah..)
Keep us close to You
Until the end of time..

Allah..
You created everything
We belong to You
Ya Robb we raise our hands
Forever we thank You..
Alhamdulillah..

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Subhanallah

سبحانك ربي سبحانك
سبحانك ما أعظم شانك

ندعوك ونرجوا غفرانك

Maher:
As I traveled through the earth
I can't help but notice
The symphony I hear all around
from the smallest grain of sand
to the faraway planets
to a flower put in roots in the ground
Every bird in the sky
Every rock and every raindrop
Says as it falls from the clouds
every ant, every plant
every breeze and all the seas
They all sing

سبحانك ربي سبحانك
سبحانك ما أعظم شانك

ندعوك ونرجوا غفرانك

Mesut:
جل الله بكل كون الله
ألمح نور الله
وذكر ربي في دقات قلبي
يهتف بسم الله
خلق الله
صنع الله ما أبهاه
والأكوان تسبح بسم الله
جل الله في علاه
يا رباه يا رحمن
الله

سبحانك ربي سبحانك
سبحانك ما أعظم شانك

ندعوك ونرجوا غفرانك

سبحان الله

سبحانك ربي سبحانك
سبحانك ما أعظم شانك

ندعوك ونرجوا غفرانك

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Awaken

We were given so many prizes
We changed the desert into oasis
We built buildings of different lengths and sizes
And we felt so very satisfied
We bought and bought
We couldn't stop buying
We gave charity to the poor 'cause
We couldn't stand their crying
We thought we paid our dues
But in fact

To ourselves we're just lying
Oh...I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves
We were told what to buy and we'd bought
We went to London, Paris and
We made show we were seen in the most exlusive shops
Yes we felt so very satisfied
We felt our money gave us infinite power
We forgot to teach our children about history and honor
We didn't have any time to lose
When we were.. (were)
So busy feeling so satisfied
I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves
We became the visuals without a soul
despite the heat
Our homes felt so empty and cold
To fill the emptiness
We bought and bought
Maybe all the fancy cars
And bling will make us feel satisfied
My dear brother and sister
It's time to change inside
Open your eyes
Don't throw away what's right aside
Before the day comes
When there's nowhere to run and hide
Now ask yourself 'cause Allah's watching you
Is He satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Is Allah satisfied?
Oh..I'm walking with my head lowered in shame from my place
I'm walking with my head lowered from my race
Yes it's easy to blame everything on the west
When in fact all focus should be on ourselves

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Hold My Hand

I hear the flower's kinda crying loud
The breeze's sound is sad
Oh no...
Tell me when did we become
So cold and empty inside
Lost a way long time ago
Did we really turn that blind
We don't see that we keep hurting each other no
All we do is just fight
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand


Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
Hold my hand....
Children seem like they've lost their smile
On the new blooded playgrounds
Oh no...
How could we ignore
heartbreaking crying sounds
And we're still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stopped feeling all the pain because
Like it's a daily basic affair
Now we share the same bright sun, the same round moon
Why don't we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought
Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you
No matter how far I might be
I'm always gonne be your neighbour
There's only one small planet where to be
So I'm always gonna be your neighbour
We cannot hide, we can't deny
That we're always gonna be neighbours
Your neighbour, my neighbour
We're neighbours
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind
So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we`ve left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let's pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

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For The Rest Of My Life

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I`m here with you
Now let me let you know
You`ve opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along
OOOOO
And theres a couple words I want to say

Chorus:
For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Through days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I…I`ll be there for you
I know that deep in my heart
I feel so blessed when I think of you
And I ask Allah to bless all we do
You`re my wife and my friend and my strength
And I pray we`re together in jannah
Now I find myself so strong
Everything changed when you came along
OOOO
And theres a couple word I want to say
*Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart now that you`re here
Infront of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I`m singing loud that I`ll love you eternally
Repeat Chorus
I know that deep in my heart..

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Barakalla Hulakuma

We're here on this special day
Our hearts are full of pleasure
A day that brings the two of you
Close together
We're gathered here to celebrate
A moment you'll always treasure
We ask Allah to make your love
Last forever

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

From now you'll share all your chores chores
Through heart-ship to support each other
Together worshipping Allah
Seeking His pleasure

We pray that He will fill your life
With happiness and blessings
And grants your kids who make your home
Filled with laughter

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

بارك الله
بارك الله لكم ولنا

الله بارك لهما
الله أدم حبهما
الله صلّي وسلّم على رسول الله

الله تب علينا
الله ارض عنا
الله اهد خطانا
على سنة نبينا

Let's raise our hands and make Do'a
Like the Prophet taught us
And with one voice
Let's all say, say, say

بارك الله لكما وبارك عليكما
وجمع بينكما في خير

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The Chosen One

In a time of darkness and greed
It is your light that we need
You came to teach us how to live
محمد يا رسول الله

You were so caring and kind
your soul was full of light
You are the best of mankind
محمد خير خلق الله

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

From luxury you turned away
And all night you would pray
Truthful in every word you say
محمد يا رسول الله


Your face was brighter than the sun
Your beauty equaled by non
You are Allah Chosen One
محمد خير خلق الله

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

I'll try to follow your way
And do my best to live my life
as you taught me
I pray to be close to you
On that day and see you smile
When you see me

صلّوا على رسول الله
الحبيب المصطفى
Peace be upon The Messenger
The Chosen One

صلّوا على رسول الله
Oh
Peace be upon.. Oh
The Chosen One

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